Hoping and Waiting
Those that wait upon the LORD will renew their strength
They will fly on wings like eagles
They will run and not get tired
They will walk and not faint.
Isaiah 40:31
Old
Testament scholar, Howard Macy, tells me that the Hebrew word translated as
“wait” in this verse could just as well be rendered as “hope.” So the NIV says: “… those who hope in the
LORD…” I think there is something subtle and important here, though I am not at
all confident that I can explain it.
I agree
with Adrienne Martin that hope is a syndrome;
that is, it typically combines thoughts, perceptions, feelings, motivations,
imaginings, and actions. We think about
the good thing we desire, we imagine what it would be like, we are motivated to
certain actions, we perceive or interpret events in the world in the light of
our hope, and we are encouraged or strengthened to carry on. But the various signs and symptoms of a
syndrome are not necessary conditions; they appear differently in different
cases.
Consider
Marty McFly in Back to the Future. By accident, Marty has taken a time machine
(cleverly disguised as a DeLorean, a futuristic-looking car manufactured only
in the early 1980s) to 1955. After a
number of adventures there, Marty wants to return to 1985. He and Doc Brown devise a plan to send Marty
back to the future, a plan that requires them to achieve split second
synchronization between a lightning bolt and the position of an accelerating
car. (Hollywood movies are very
realistic. Right.) The wackiness of the story doesn’t change the
fact that Marty hopes. On the basis of his hope, Marty and Doc Brown
take actions that put both their
lives in jeopardy. This light-hearted
fantasy connects hope very closely with action.
If we
reflect only on cases like Marty’s—e.g. Andy Dufresne in The Shawshank Redemption—we might conclude that real hope always
motivates action. We might say, “If
someone doesn’t act on her hope, it isn’t genuine hope.” Not so fast.
Consider a
much more famous character, from a classic story: Penelope in The Odyssey. For more than twenty years, Penelope waits and hopes for Ulysses to return
from the Trojan War. Marty McFly and
Andy Dufresne took definite actions that aimed at bringing about the thing they
hoped for. Marty drove the time machine
toward the electrical connection at just the right speed and just the right
time. Andy spent years digging his
escape tunnel. But Penelope can do
nothing to bring Ulysses home. Her hope
is displayed in a kind of waiting.
Hold the
phone! Someone might object that
Penelope’s waiting and hoping was hardly passive. Penelope hoped that her husband would return
and that their lives together would return to normal. She did
lots of things appropriate to her hope.
Most importantly, she did not
marry one of the suitors; she could only marry if she abandoned her hope for
Ulysses’ return. And it was not merely a
case of saying no; Penelope resorted to various stratagems to put off the
suitors; e.g. unraveling at night the weaving she performed during the day.
So: while
Penelope’s actions were not aimed directly at bringing about the thing she
wanted, it is not true that she “merely” waited.
Let’s consider,
then, another character, Jeremiah. Now
we move from fiction to history. Some
people might object to that statement; virtually every Bible character has been
made the subject of historical skepticism.
But I am interested in Jeremiah as a character in a story, so it doesn’t
really matter.
Jeremiah
lived and prophesied through the final turbulent decades of Judah’s
independence, roughly 615-580 BC. In
contrast to the official court prophets, Jeremiah predicted disaster for
Judah. The Babylonians were going to
win, he said. The king was going to be
captured. Jerusalem would be
burned. Young men were going to die and
young virgins taken as war-booty. No
wonder some of his fellow Jews thought Jeremiah was a traitor. His prophecies were hardly helpful war
propaganda.
Jeremiah’s
prophecies came true in excruciatingly painful stages. Babylonian king Nebuchadnezzar captured
Judah’s king Jehoiachin and most of Judah’s nobles and exiled them to Babylon;
he installed Jehoiachin’s uncle, Zedekiah, as a puppet king in Jerusalem. But Zedekiah listened to nationalists and
patriots, who said that God would help them defeat the pagan enemy, so he
rebelled against Nebuchadnezzar. The
final disaster came in 586, when Nebuchadnezzar burned the temple, killed
Zedekiah’s sons (and put out Zedekiah’s eyes, so the last thing he ever saw was
the death of his sons), and exiled even more Jews to Babylon. Nebuchadnezzar installed a Jewish governor,
Gedaliah. But before long, the patriots
assassinated Gedaliah, so once again the Babylonian army invaded to punish
Judah. The patriots then fled to Egypt,
taking with them a prisoner—Jeremiah.
Throughout
all this suffering, Jeremiah consistently preached disaster and defeat. God was not going to fight for Judah, he
said. God was fighting for the enemy,
bringing judgment on Judah for a variety of sins. If the Jews had any sense, Jeremiah said,
they should surrender to the Babylonians to preserve their lives. More importantly, they should repent of their
sins and obey the covenant.
As I say,
it’s easy to understand why many of Jeremiah’s contemporaries thought he was
simply a traitor. In reality, though, he
anguished over the suffering of his people.
(According to tradition, Jeremiah wrote the hauntingly beautiful Lamentations.) And at the nadir of his dark prophecy, he
announced a “new covenant”: “The time is coming, declares the LORD, when I will
make a new covenant with the house of Israel and the house of Judah. It will not be like the covenant I made with
their forefathers…”
Christian
authors in the New Testament claim that the new covenant has come true in
Jesus. Jewish interpreters, as you would
expect, have a different reading of Jeremiah’s prophecy. We don’t have to settle that debate in order
to see that Jeremiah models a different aspect of hope for us.
Picture
Jeremiah in your mind’s eye. See him counseling
Zedekiah to reject the advice of the patriots and submit to Nebuchadnezzar—and
then imagine his anguish when Zedekiah’s stupidity brings siege and
defeat. Imagine Jeremiah taken captive
to Egypt by fools who rejected his advice again. For Jeremiah personally and for the country
he loved, every thing had turned to ashes and gravel. In the end, he died a prisoner in Egypt,
where he never wanted to go.
And still
he hoped. Jeremiah could do nothing to bring about a good future
for himself. At one point in the story,
God told Jeremiah to go buy property in his hometown of Anathoth. How strange!
Jeremiah was no farmer, and he had no children, so no one would inherit
his property. Jeremiah bought the parcel
as a symbolic gesture; someday Jews would
again buy land and farm in Judah. But
that was the extent of it. Jeremiah’s
purchase was purely symbolic.
Still, he
hoped. Jeremiah believed that God would
bring about a good future for Judah, a good future so far from anything he or
his contemporaries knew that it would require a “new covenant.” Jeremiah hoped in a transcendent power, in a
good future that he could not well describe.
How does
one hope in this kind of case? Hoping, I
think, is a kind of waiting. Perhaps not
in all cases, but in some. Sometimes we
can’t do anything, but we hope anyway.